Marked on the Body:
Gretchen Case explores the stories we tell about scars
Gretchen Case’s research – which focuses on scars treated
by doctors or created through medical procedures – often provokes
some surprised reactions.
“The first thing people always say is: ‘You’re researching
scars?” Case laughs. “But the responses are amazing. Sometimes,
people lift their shirts to show and let me touch their scars. Everybody
has a scar they want to talk about.”
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Case, a PhD candidate in performance studies, says that people assign
very different meanings to scars. While a patient may see a scar as
a sign of having survived an ordeal, a doctor may look at a scar as
a sign of an artfully performed surgery.
“I’m most interested in the stories we create around scars,
how someone like a doctor looks at scars as opposed to the way someone
who lives with very visible scarring would,” says Case. “There
is a very human need to make narratives around scars.”
Case –who describes her work as a cross-disciplinary mixture
of performance and cultural studies, medicine, anthropology and literature
– notes that when someone talks about a scar, they are in essence
giving a performance that can be analyzed.
For her dissertation, Case – currently a Townsend Center Fellow
– has interviewed people with scars as well as a variety of medical
caregivers, including surgeons, dermatologists and physical therapists.
One story she describes as particularly powerful is that of a Berkeley
woman who had a mastectomy. The woman’s friend and workout partner
would avert her eyes when they changed in the locker room.
“Her friend showed a kind of revulsion, as if looking at the
scar could remind her that it could happen to her, too,’ Case
says. “Finally, the cancer survivor made her friend look at the
scar. She said: ‘Look at this! It means that I survived!’”
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Case is also interested in the experiences of people with severe visible
scarring. “From the movies and theater, we’re used to thinking
of people with scars as the bad guys – Quasimodo and Scarface,”
she says. “I interviewed a man in his 50s who has had a large scar
on his face for most of his life, and he said children still run away
from him when he walks down the street. He has had to live with this.”
Case says that after conducting these interviews, the one conclusion
she has reached is that there is “absolutely not just one story
of what a scar is. Everybody makes their own meaning, and these meanings
can be totally different.”
Rather than define a single narrative of what a scar is, Case says she
intends use these different interpretations to help open a dialog between
the medical community and patients.
“Doctors see scars in totally different ways,” Case says.
“One doctor told me that simply by looking at a scar, he can tell
if one of his colleaugues performed the surgery and how well it was
done. That is absolutely different than how the patient would see it.”
Patients, in fact, see their scars in ways doctors might not expect.
“The stories these people tell can really upset a lot of established
ideas about what an ill body is and what a healthy body is,” Case
says.
Case’s own interest in scarring began with a personal experience,
when her mother became ill with cancer.
“I was watching my mother’s body change through the cancer
and watching the different marks that appeared on her body – scars
from surgeries, radiation burns and her hair falling out from chemotherapy,”
Case says, “and I became interested in what all those marks meant.”
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For Case, research on scarring has been a natural extension of work she
did before entering graduate school, when she wrote about scientific and
medical research, first for a publishing house and later for the National
Cancer Institute. Her master’s thesis looked at the similarities
between taking a family history and a medical history.
In the end, she hopes her work will better enable caregivers and patients
to better communicate with each other.
“Visiting a doctor doesn’t have to be a scary thing where
doctors have knowledge and patients don’t, or where patients end
up bashing their doctors,” she says. “Scars are just a starting
point, a way of getting a conversation started about how medicine can
connect to so many different areas of life.”
-- Doug Merlino